Ev's Collective Thoughts Vol. 4

Yes I've taken quite a reality beating lately. I keep thinking about how much things are changing outside and inside. I've grown very impatient when it comes to drama...has anyone else noticed that? I just don't care anymore...maybe its because all I can think about is how little it really means. Sure I understand if something pisses you off or makes you sad...but why sit there and let it bother you for days and days and days...trust me...I do a million things wrong throughout my day and I just think well that sucked and I move on...life is so much more rewarding this way. Anyhoo that's not aimed at anyone and do tell me when things go bad or something if you need someone to talk to...I'm not emotionaless I'm just talking about stupid little shit you know? Well anyways I love ya all. Anyhoo...um...um...OH right this Friday yeah, sounds good Kenny. Very romantic of you. I need to buy some flowers or something for Amber when I see her...that would be nice. Um oh right I was talking about stuff that's changed...sorry got a little distracted. I dunno things are way different. AND YES! I KNOW! WHEN I TELL A JOKE I ALWAYS TELL IT TWICE!! I know this now....I've never noticed it before...but I ALWAYS tell the punch line twice...I can't help it...I want to make people laugh again...lol.

OK well I'm obviously not going to get anywhere writting today...I've got too many things going on at once and I can't keep up. Cya on the flip side bone chicken.

Evman